......... and I am losing it already.
I was almost fine until about Monday. Now I just want my baby home.
My friend got updated pictures of her son, and I broke down in tears (at work) because he had changed so much.
I know that to other people the photos that are plastered all over my cube, my phone, and my facebook page are just pictures of a random baby I haven't even met, but to me this is my son - who is growing and developing without me. This is already the hardest thing I have ever done, and we're just at the very beginning. It's all I think about all day. My co-workers are heavensent and indulge me by stopping by and ooh-ing and ah-ing about his pictures and giving advice on what I need to add to the registry. I honestly don't know what I would do without their attempts to distract me.
I am really hoping that his legals arrive soon and that darned snowstorm they're predicting doesn't get in the way of things.